Bukankah harusnya gw sibuk dengan tugas kuliah dan mulai ‘pemanasan’ untuk UAS?

Yea, it’s not like I have done any of it, tha fact is I’m extremely lazy just look at them.

Apakah yang akan gw tulis berikut adalah hal yang penting?

Hmm, nggak juga sih. Cuma sayang aja ngeliat blog kosong, haha.

Gw cuma sekedar mau menengok kebelakang mereview apa yang udah gw lakukan selama ini. This is my way to relax :D, put my mind at ease and laugh at my stupidity in the past and make sure I won’t laugh at myself for the same stupidity later.

“Take your time, life is easier that way”

Well, I was thinking about how should I spend the remaining time before my 20th. Sepertinya bekal yang gw tampung selama hampir 20 tahun hidup gw masih belum bisa dijadikan “bekal”, mungkin lebih tepatnya, belum cukup.

Tentu saja gw mau bersenang-senang sebelum jatah umur belasan gw habis :D. Maybe I could throw up a party, I never really have birthday party (oh, how lame), yeah I mean party. But again, who cares? I don’t need party. I want to end this year withoout regrets. No matter how big the party will be I will still have many regrets over everything I can’t settle in the past.

Hmm, setidaknya gw sudah menemukan beberapa hal yang bisa membuat gw mengakhirinya dengan tersenyum :). Meskipun masih belum puas dengan apa yang sudah gw lakukan. Yeah, I wanna do things that makes me happy in the long run, some sweet memories, some unforgettable moments. But what is it?

“What is it?” This question lead me back to my reality.

Yap, jawabannya akan saya cari pada kenyataan sekarang. I really don’t know what is it. Or maybe you know?